This is default featured slide 1 title

Go to Blogger edit html and find these sentences.Now replace these sentences with your own descriptions.This theme is Bloggerized by Lasantha Bandara - Premiumbloggertemplates.com.

This is default featured slide 2 title

Go to Blogger edit html and find these sentences.Now replace these sentences with your own descriptions.This theme is Bloggerized by Lasantha Bandara - Premiumbloggertemplates.com.

This is default featured slide 3 title

Go to Blogger edit html and find these sentences.Now replace these sentences with your own descriptions.This theme is Bloggerized by Lasantha Bandara - Premiumbloggertemplates.com.

This is default featured slide 4 title

Go to Blogger edit html and find these sentences.Now replace these sentences with your own descriptions.This theme is Bloggerized by Lasantha Bandara - Premiumbloggertemplates.com.

This is default featured slide 5 title

Go to Blogger edit html and find these sentences.Now replace these sentences with your own descriptions.This theme is Bloggerized by Lasantha Bandara - Premiumbloggertemplates.com.

Sunday, 15 May 2016

Short Story: RE-LEARNING


I do not remember when but I know that at about seven years old I was very hardened. , I did not really care and I could not understand why all the young people around me cared. They would constantly remind me that I was a girl, I needed to be soft and prettier. I knew myself as a survivor; ever since I had known myself, I knew I had to fight for myself and what was right.
Once upon a time when I was a baby, I used to sleep on a piece of tattered clothe on the floor and watch old and older men smoke and drink. My father owned a drinking spot, it was in the most obscure places, as to how people got to know and frequented there, I do not know. All what I knew was that life was all about drinking and smoking. When I was older enough, like nine or ten, I started to sell alcoholic drinks and cigarettes to old men. Some of them touched my breast (I did not know what they derived from it but my father looked on as they did), some also had sex with me (I had my first sex when I was eight, it was very painful), I had a feeling my parents knew but I was getting tips from the people who slept with me so I never reported.
At school, I never had too many friends, the few I had drunk and smoke like most men I used to know. When I reached JHS One, every girl I knew started getting into a relationship of some kind. Everyone had this strange belief that I would never get one but I did and this shocked everyone. What shocked them the most was that he was two years older, was in a first class Senior High School, had averagely rich parent, so handsome that he was close to beautiful and on top of it all so quiet and calm. I do not know what attracted him to me but he really loved me.
He thought me how to be soft, apply make up, walk, be beautiful and more importantly self dignity. I no longer slept with older men, I no longer sold drinks in my father's shop, he changed me so much that even the mirror in my house saw me as a stranger. Our relationship lasted for eight years, it ended when he went abroad. At that time, I was in the university and my father was so proud of me. When he left me, I was so depressed that I found solace in older (but this time richer) men and my old behaviour.
I had to re-learn all my old habits just to forget him, I had to re-learn that there was no difference between happiness and sadness. When men are happy they drink when they are sad they drink more. When men are alive they drink, when they die people drink on their behalf.

Sunday, 8 May 2016

#Cinnamon



Your friends never told you 
Mothers are like cinnamon
That their eyes are factories of sugar?
When you were born, 
You tasted like a little war
A little atomic bomb 
Waiting to worsen other wars and burn the world. 
Then she looked at you 
You were crying 
And she said to you
"I can neutralize the poison in your eyes 
With the sugar in mine."

Didn't you ever know that
Your mother's breath tasted like salt?
You walked in and out of the room where she kept patience 
You robbed her of all the pleasures in the room. 
Every night she would cry and say 
"I have to sacrifice
I know I have to sacrifice
I just have to sacrifice" 
But you didn't care because you never saw those tears
But even when she was salt, 
She made your food worthy of being tasted

Foolish girl, didn't your friends ever tell you 
That you turn your mother into pepper 
And in order for her to be useful 
She grinded herself into paste 
So you would know that she is still sweet. 

Foolish boy, didn't you ever read 
That you can't build homes on whispers? 
Someone whispered to you 
That she is a witch.
So you walked into her house 
And started a war
Which she never recovered from. 

After everything she has done for you 
You only remember her
As a badly prepared food 
Which you gladly spat out.


Photo Credit: Maame Akua Acheamponmaa Boamah

Wednesday, 4 May 2016

Living in shadows


Your father taught you to be a runner and a winner 
So you run into innocent ladies' heart and colonised it. 

Your father taught you how to drink and quit 
So your drank from the thighs of innocent souls 
And quit when you broke their hearts
Like how your self has been broken. 

Be a mason 
Learn how to build your own thoughts. 
Learn how to create your own home 
And stop living in illusions. 

Be your own man 
My dear friend 
Demolish every barriers your father built in your mind 
And fly free as the bird.