Lydia: Let’s play this game, let’s assume I’m dying. Tell me one secret you have held from me J and I shall tell you mine.
Me: I think you are beautiful
Lydia: Oh thank you but read the question again.
The relationship between Lydia and I is ‘sophisticated’ and we are very careful least it turns into something volcanic. I have not known her for more than a month but from the way we spend time fidgeting with our phones and sending each other messages and emojis, it is as if we have known each other from Adam. Speaking of Adam, I met her through a friend called Adam, he was Lydia’s boyfriend but they have equally never met, all they also do is to communicate via social media. According to Adam, when he saw photos of her, he felt gravity pulling him to her. They have been dating for the past one and half years and although their eyes have not met each other, they regard themselves as lovers.
I looked on my screen and I was thrown into a state of confusion. The only thing stopping me from entering into a relationship was her was Adam. I considered him as a friend and I could not possibly betray him. I would never forgive myself even if our relationship led to marriage.
Lydia: Still typing?
I looked at the second reply again and I knew that she wanted me to propose to her. Ever since we met, she has been sending me veiled, love-concealing message of her feelings for me. Do I have the courage to take Adam’s property? I typed “I think I love you” I was about to press the send button when then a voice deep within me screamed “If you were Adam, would you feel ok if he did it to you?” The fact that he introduced her to me indicated an element of trust he has for me so why then do I have to betray this trust? I pressed backspace and typed again “I love you but Adam is my friend”.
Lydia: Ei, this long time
This is silly, how I possibly write this to a girl? I thought very hard on what to write
Me: Can you prepare food for me tomorrow? I’ll come and eat. Sorry for the late reply, Network problem.
I sat on my bed just cursing myself. I should have written something better and more sensible. I just hoped she didn’t find me as a complete nitwit.
Lydia: Sure, just remember to come with a condom tomorrow. I can give you directions to my house **wink**
I looked at my phone very confused, I honestly did not know what to write. I managed to type something.
Me:LOL, condoms for what?
Lydia: Stop being such a jerk. I have always wanted you
Me: You know Adam is my friend right?
Lydia: And so what?
Me: I don’t want to betray him.
Lydia: Don’t you think I also betrayed someone for him?
Me: Hmmm, I don’t want him to think I betrayed him.
Lydia: Do you love me?
Me: I do but……………..
Lydia: But you don’t want to hurt Adam?
Me: Not really.
Lydia: Smh[i]
Me: Have you ever dated your best friend’s ex before?
Lydia: Of cos yes J
Me: How did you feel?
Lydia: It felt great especially the sex
Me: How did your friend feel?
Lydia: I don’t think about it.
Me: Don’t you think you are being a little selfish?
Lydia: We are living in a selfish world, Frank!
Me: Do you know that I am afraid of you now?
Lydia: Why?
Me: If we are to date, will you leave me for someone like you want to do to Adam?
Lydia: If your sex is great, I wouldn’t
Me: Well, I love you
Lydia: Awww.
I quickly deleted all the conversation slides. I felt very guilty but I wanted to be in her. I wanted to feel her body and love her till she drowns in the vehemence of my love. We traded nude pictures and we fantasized about how each other will be good in bed. We couldn’t wait, soon we found ourselves in each other’s arms. A romantic and passionate kiss. I wanted more of her and she wanted more of me inside her. I gently and passionately teased her with my rod till she held it and inserted it into her wet and soft kitty. This is how I betrayed my best friend and slept with his girlfriend. It really felt great while it lasted. It was a sin, a beautiful sin but we had no regrets.
[1] boyfriend
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